I regret
ever meeting you.
Talking
to you and knowing you.
I regret
falling for you and saying it.
I regret
you loving me back,
I regret
loving you even more.
Even
though I know how sweet it was,
I still
regret.
I regret moments we shared together;
The
sweet, the bitter, the wrong, the fun, the good ones especially.
I regret
ever opening up to you:
My
secrets, my being, my thoughts, my self.
Ever
placing you queen,
Giving
you keys to my heart,
Giving my
everything to you,
As if I’d
already agreed with God you’d be my wife.
I regret
loving you,
I regret.
I regret
letting go
When the
storm came,
And I
couldn't stand.
I regret
not standing with you then,
I wish I
had sitted.
I regret
taking for granted your efforts,
I regret
walking out,
On you as
if I needed you not.
Causing
you so much pain,
As I made
merry away with the world.
Knowing
too well even then,
What a
precious jewel you were to me.
I regret.
I regret
you giving up,
On me
after such a fight.
I regret
you walking away,
Because
you could not hold up any longer.
I regret
pushing you to that edge,
Till in
agony you left my camp.
Knowing
too well what I meant to you,
And me not reciprocating the meaning.
I regret.
I regret
you taking his hand,
I regret
you falling for him and not me.
I regret
seeing you flirt with him,
But doing
nothing to hold you back.
I regret
you loving him for my place,
My rights
gone and freedom of expression.
I regret
allowing another man take my place.
I regret
losing you.
I regret.
I regret
loving you again,
Even more
with the knowledge of loss.
I regret
growing feelings for you again.
I regret
not being able to hold them to myself,
The way I
love you like never before.
The way I
badly want you to myself,
I regret
saying it to you already.
The way I
cant back off even if I try.
I regret.
I regret
wishing I had you again.
If wishes
were horses.
I regret
the way I cant stop loving you,
The way I
cant let go of you
I regret
the knowledge of what you mean to me,
And the
way you cant come back to me.
I regret.
I regret
the knowledge,
We can be
back together if we wanted,
But its
not an option for you.
I regret
I regret
trying.
Too hard
to win you back.
I regret
fighting.
Fighting
for what is rightfully mine.
I regret
knowing.
Too well
the way I wont tire,
Until I
have you back.
I regret
writing,
Writing
down this piece;
